As I hold my Logan in my arms I feel so overwhelmed . I never knew that you could love someone and be so in love with them. Don't get me wrong I love Clayton more then anything, but Clayton gives me so much. It makes it easy to love Clayton. Logan on the hand I have to give give give and I am lucky if he smiles when I ask him to or get spit up on that day. I love when someone is holding him and I start to talk how he tries to find me in the room., How he love to be held and falls asleep in my arms. How sometime all he wants is mom. Motherhood is a lot of hard work but is worth all of the sleepless nights. I not to sure If i know what it means to sleep any more. I am so blessed to have a sweet spirit in our family. My Birthday was this week and I could not help but think that one year ago I cried so hard because we had been trying for so long to get pregnant. At that time I felt like we would never have kids. Now one year later I see just how blessed my family is. Logan has been here such a blessing in such a short time but I could not imagine my life with out him
